WHO IS ROB?
A number of years ago, I sat on the top steps of my condo, grabbing chunks of my hair in an attempt to pull it out, screaming to God at the top of my lungs, “I just want to fucking die.”
After that moment, I had to face a choice. Allow myself to be buried by the circumstances around me OR find a way to rebuild my life.
It was a fucking, dark and cold journey at times; but I did rebuild my life. I found my footing. I took space to find healing. And once I found healing, I was then able to find purpose.
While I have seen therapists, worked with a coach, attended workshops, bought courses, partaken in breath work sessions, received Reki, learned meditation, and more…my biggest tool to rebuild my life came from me and my journal. This is where I learned to face myself. This is where I learned to like and love the man I saw in the mirror.
My Past
It took me many years to reconcile my childhood. Truthfully, this is still an ongoing work. When I was 11 months old, because of circumstances I still do not understand, I was suddenly dropped off to stay with my Grandparents. After a complicated and traumatic adoption process, where my father was removed from my life, my Grandparents legally became my Mom and Dad.
The problem was, they belonged to a Christian Cult that was lead by a narcissistic pastor who controlled every aspect of my parent’s life. They worshiped every word he said, and he reveled in the power of it. Physical, emotional, psychological, and spiritual abuse was the daily experience at the intuition I called my church and school.
I share all that for this point only, I have rebuilt my life a few times.
This cult shaped my identity as a child and leaving it was scary as hell. Over the years since, I wrestled with my spirituality, until I went through a dark night of the soul experience where I completely lost my faith.
It was through these dark times, when my identity was in crisis mode, where I found who I really was and what I deeply believed about myself and what I believed about God and the Universe.
Today, I love and like everything about who I am and how I show up in the world. AND, SO CAN YOU!
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It all begins with an idea. Maybe you want to launch a business. Maybe you want to turn a hobby into something more. Or maybe you have a creative project to share with the world.
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It all begins with an idea. Maybe you want to launch a business. Maybe you want to turn a hobby into something more. Or maybe you have a creative project to share with the world.
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It all begins with an idea. Maybe you want to launch a business. Maybe you want to turn a hobby into something more. Or maybe you have a creative project to share with the world.